2am beatrix rambles

hello internet people !! it's bee :D, these are just some more rambles and i have NO idea how long this post will end up as i'm just writing as i think of things, but yeah

new site stuff

not much more to say or show since my last post, still been procrastinating on my site real hard but i did some work on it the other day to fix some issues i was having with how things were aligned and now i can extend my site more without it looking (too) weird :3

6 whole boxes?? thats 4 more than the last screenshot !!

now that everything aligns itself correctly and its trivial to add more boxes with information in, i'm going to shift my focus to pages outside of the main page, like the blog posts, credits, and some other stuff i've been meaning to do (but am too sleepy to remember).

video game stuff

i've been getting back into celeste again! i haven't really played in a few months but i'm playing it again (and this time hopefully i will continue playing it!), i'm planning on finishing strawberry jams grandmaster lobby (the final section of the largest celeste mod) by this year hopefully LOL, hopefully sooner because i know i can do it decently fast if i just,, stick to it,,, but its gonna be a bit of a grind as to my knowledge i think more than one of the strawberry jam grandmaster maps are hard list level (like top 40ish hardest celeste maps i think), not to mention passionfruit pantheon, the final gauntlet, which sits within the top 20 hardest maps in the game,,

SO yeah i'm hoping to do that by this year, longer term celeste goals r MOCE // LXVI but thats still a whiles off unless i wish to start a very painful grind (and i do not currently wish to do that)

personal stuff

my life has been a bit of a mess recently to say the least, a lot has been going on, a lot of it completely out of my control. i've been struggling lately but i've been trying my best to stay positive throughout all of it because if i don't at least try nothing will get better. that's part of the reason i've been working on my sites and blog so much and honestly i'm glad i have, this part of the internet is so nice and even though i'm very, very awkward and don't know how to talk to people or make friends the small interactions i've had with people through my guestbooks and comments have been so nice.

i want to thank everyone who has left me kind comments, interacted with my posts or is reading this right now, as the collection of small interactions i've had on this very niche corner of the internet have made me just a slight bit happier, and i'm so glad i have a place on this part of the internet to call my own. thanks to everyone, apart from those two people who felt the need to leave transphobic remarks on my comments Fuck you maybe theres a reason you're sitting on the internet making fun of trans people rather than spending time doing something fun with your life you sad no life losers !!

but yeah, thank you all, thats my ramble for tonight, i kept getting distracted during the writing of this and its almost 3am now SDFJKL so yeah, goodnight internet strangers i hope you have a lovely day / night :3